有时没想到，比想到了却一点行动也不敢做， 还来得幸福快乐。

简单还存在吗?

将军

时间的箭头都指向你铩羽而归的地方 你会前进 但终究还是要习惯投降想当然耳 第六步是你最大的致命伤 我按兵不动 出于习惯凡事沉默的酝酿当头炮 纯粹出于我礼貌的开场 屏风马神华内敛才能以柔克刚第二十六着炮五进四 只是在试探性衡量 三十三招车二平七的出手你恐怕就暗箭难防 这一场不流血的仗只有自尊会受伤成王败寇的规则跟现实没啥两样提着乌龙的老头站在一旁拍我肩膀我猜他想的应该和我一样 看我 我手指放松 我目光如龙 当敌人是空我战法无穷 我攻势如风 用单车入宫 碾过你懊丧的脸孔 看我我手指放松我目光如龙 当敌人是空 我左右开弓 我气势如虹 将跑马尽用兵临城下想逃都没用 我对着潮汐推敲什么是 以静制动山林间迷雾能不能当障眼法的内容月转星移的轨迹跟临军布阵相同风林火山是不是用兵之重 到最后必然是我运筹帷幄你最后放弃抵抗 我仰望着夕阳你低头黯然离场听我说胜败是兵家之常 你不用放在心上 是因为我只适合无双 看我我手指放松我目光如龙 当敌人是空 我战法无穷 我攻势如风 用单车入宫碾过你懊丧的脸孔 看我 我手指放松 我目光如龙 当敌人是空 我左右开弓我气势如虹 将跑马尽用 兵临城下想逃都没用(阳光从树叶细缝露出了笑容温暖了我的美梦 只有笼里的画眉羡慕着天空 却从来没有人懂)

外婆

今天是外婆生日,我换上复古西装,载着外婆开着拉风的古董车兜兜兜风,车里放着她的最爱,找回属于是她的时代,往大稻埋码头开去把所有和外公的往事静静回忆,外婆她脸上的涟漪,美丽但藏不住压抑,推动了爱情只盼望亲情,弥补回应,大人们以为出门之前桌上放六百就算是孝敬,一天到晚拼了命,赚钱少了关怀有什么意义,外婆她的期待,慢慢变成无奈,大人们始终不明白,她要的是陪伴,而不是六百块,比你给的还简单,外婆的无奈,无法变成期待,只有爱才能够明白,走在淡水河衅,听着她的最爱,把温暖放回口袋,记得去年外婆的生日,表哥带我和外婆参加,她最最重视的颁奖典礼,结果却拿不到半个奖,不知该笑不笑,我对着镜头傻笑,只觉得自己可笑,我难过,却不是因为没有得奖而难过,我失落,是因为看到外婆失落而失落,大人们根本不能体会,表哥他的用心,好像随他们高兴就可以彻底的否定,否定我的作品,决定在于心情,想坚持风格他们他们就觉得很欢乐,没惊喜没有改变,我已经听了三年,我告诉外婆,我没输,不需要改变,表哥说不要觉得可惜,这只是一场游戏,只要外婆觉得好听,那才是一种鼓励,外婆露出了笑容说她以我为荣,浅浅的笑容,就让我感到比得奖它还要光荣.

命运让人生没了选择，

唯一能选择的是

跟命运抗争。

MYSELF!

I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AFRAID...

ALWAYS BEEN PRETENDING TO FOLLOW YOU CLOSELY,

ALWAYS BEEN PRETENDING TO SHARPEN MY TEETH,

WHEN THE TRUTH IS, I AM

SCARED TO DEATH JUST TREADING ON YOUR SHADOW.

-RENJI

I RAN AWAY,

BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID TO FIGHT YOU.

I CAME BACK,

BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID TO FACE MY COWARDICE IN THE FUTURE.

I STABBED YOU,

BECAUSE I COULDN'T BEAR TO SEE YOU IN PAIN.

THE ONLY ONE I HAD SAVED, WAS MY

UGLY SELF.

-Kuchiki Rukia

Empty.Empty.Empty.Empty.Empty

Where are you.Where are you.Where are you

Are you there.Are you there.Are you there

Nothing.Nothing.Nothing.Nothing.Nothing

Me≠I.Me≠I.Me≠I.Me≠I.Me≠I

~where am i? who am i? there's so many me?~

DO YOU THINK SOME EVENTS SHOULDN'T HAVE OCCUR?

DO YOU THINK WHAT I HAVE DONE IS RIGHT?

DO YOU THINK .......................................................?

~Think the wrong way, Live the wrong life, Throw yourself into endless pain~

TrUSt

HOW MUCH DO I HAVE IT?

TOO MUCH OR TOO LITTLE?

HOW DO I APPLY IT?

WHEN DO I TAKE IT OUT?

HAVE I USE IT UNECESSARY?

~~~SILENCE~~~

dEtErMiNaTiOn

WHY CANT I SEE IT?

WHY CANT I FEEL IT?

WHERE HAS IT GONE TO?

ALL THE FACTORS OF IT,

WHERE ARE YOU NOW?

When you're dodging, you're "afraid of getting hit".

When you're attacking, you're "afraid of hitting me".

When you're protecting someone, you're "afraid of them dying".

When you're dodging, think "i won't let you hit me".

When you're protecting someone, think "i won't let you die".

When you're attacking, think "i'm going to cut you into half".

Do you see my determination?

-Urahara

We must never shed tears.

That is the life form's defeat

and if we give in to the emotions

then it only becomes proof

of our inability to control it.

-Shinigami

WE COME TOGETHER,

LIKE DROPS OF WATER, LIKE ASTRAL BODIES.

WE OPPOSE EACH OTHER,

LIKE MAGNETS, LIKE COLOURS OF SKIN.

-BLEACH

OuiJa Board

im back from the korean movie... wah lao eh... no gd no gd... almost slept in the cinema... nv seen such a boring ghost story b4... lol... pls guys... dun waste money to watch this... terrible... nv ending story... wanna watch ghost story at least watch "art of the devil". it's much more better... thailand ghost story is always gd 1 sia... =X

Life is worth being alive today and survive tomorrow.

iNeViTabLe?

exams has started since monday... the paper for both monday and tuesday was quite ok... but today... i duno wat has happen to me... nv seems to do well for this subject... Fundamentals Of Pathology... WHY!? i've been studying more than i normally does... but today when i saw the paper... i was shocked... esp the first qns... it was like totally out of the notes or wat? i nv study b4? den i jus wrote wat i noe... writing sense or nonsense inside... i was stuck on many qns... skipping it after writing some lines for a few qns... den jump liao... i really dunno wat im doing for this paper... felt so lost... time passes so slowly... it's oni 10.11am and i had do until section B... i seems to do faster than anione beside me... but actually i had written less than 200 words in overall for the section A 12 qns... does keep trying and putting effort in really helps? it's like 2 ppl training to become the best billard player... both of them uses the same time... putting the same effort... wif the same coach... but there's surely one of them better than the other one... hmm... i wondering if someone understand wat the hell im toking abt... and another thing is tat i like to play games tat is simple... do stunts tat ppl dun appreciate... ok games... it's simple... everyone plays it... but the become the best player... u'll have to do some extra tat other duno abt the game... thou it's simple... u make it complex... eg. Tic Tac Toe... if 2 guys noe all the moves tat is necessary to stop each other... none of them could have win even 1 match... all will be draws and more draws... to make it complex... one of them tok to the other guy to distracts him, so tat at anitime he might make a mistake... this also can be used in a more creative way la... got one time, KJ saw the picture abt all the paper clips... he told me tat dunch it looks like a band? den i was surprised... some things it more look simple... but when it is made and look in a different way... it's Amazing! den again... there's still something hidden in everyone of us... TALENT... everyone is "skilled" in some form? haha

but in the end, i stil have to face another 2 exams despite of the "lost of the way to study"? hmm... hope tml i can do those qns ba... =)

BiRtHdAy/ ChiLdReN's DaY

• im very very very happy to noe my poly classmates...
• i really appretiate wat all of them had done although this wk was study wk.
• ever since sec sch, i was jus hoping somebody would say a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me...
• and i would be very happy le... nv really tot of having present or celebrating it.
• normally birthday would be an red egg and a bowl of hot mee sua cook by my mom...
• =) im contented jus wif tat...
• but this time round, haha will nv forget sia...
• hope i can do something in return? pay class funds? haha

欢喜悲伤是短暂的。能永远地留在心中，只有回忆。天下有无不散宴席，只希望留下好记忆。把痛苦给忘了吧。往前迈进，别回头看。朋友谢谢你们！

存在

你说着我听着

像海浪打着沙滩烧着

你的忧伤大于快乐

连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色

我听着你说着

像刀子划的 隐隐痛着

就因为爱没有规则

所以心痛了死了回不去了

但是我存在着 我一直存在着

和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着

爱会永远永远你说的

离开我的时候却没舍不得

我真的存在着我一直存在着

不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着

傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得

但我会笑着因为一切都值得

Reality

Met you by surprise,
I didn't realize
that my life would change forever
Saw you standing there,
I didn't know I cared
there was something special in the air
Dreams are my reality,
the only kind of real fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as if it's meant to be
Dreams are my reality,
a different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seems alright
Although it's only fantasy

If you do exist,
honey don't resist
show me a new way of loving
Tell me that it's true,
show me what to do
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality,
the only kind of reality
may be my foolishness has past
And may be now at last
I'll see how a real thing can be
Dreams are my reality,
a wonderous world where I like to be
I dream of holding you all night
and holding you seems right
perhaps that's my reality

Met you by surprise,
I didn't realize
that my life would change forever
Tell me that it's true,
feelings that are cue
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality,
a wonderous world where I like to be
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
although it's only fantasy
Dreams are my reality,
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night
and loving you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality

下沙

每个人都有无法忘记的人 思念会像细沙穿过你的灵魂

轻轻开了门 只有风雨声

我觉得爱情让人变得残忍 原本相爱的人变成心头的针

越是爱的真 越是伤的深

就像黑夜和白天 相隔一瞬间

明知道说再见 再见面也只有明天

天空啊下著沙 也在笑我太傻

你就别再追寻 看不清的脚印

天空啊下著沙 也在为我牵挂

把爱葬在沙里 还有你的消息

你走了 就走了 不要想起

风走了 沙走了 不要想起