I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AFRAID...

ALWAYS BEEN PRETENDING TO FOLLOW YOU CLOSELY,

ALWAYS BEEN PRETENDING TO SHARPEN MY TEETH,

WHEN THE TRUTH IS, I AM

SCARED TO DEATH JUST TREADING ON YOUR SHADOW.

-RENJI

I RAN AWAY,

BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID TO FIGHT YOU.

I CAME BACK,

BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID TO FACE MY COWARDICE IN THE FUTURE.

I STABBED YOU,

BECAUSE I COULDN'T BEAR TO SEE YOU IN PAIN.

THE ONLY ONE I HAD SAVED, WAS MY

UGLY SELF.

-Kuchiki Rukia

Empty.Empty.Empty.Empty.Empty

Where are you.Where are you.Where are you

Are you there.Are you there.Are you there

Nothing.Nothing.Nothing.Nothing.Nothing

Me≠I.Me≠I.Me≠I.Me≠I.Me≠I

~where am i? who am i? there's so many me?~

DO YOU THINK SOME EVENTS SHOULDN'T HAVE OCCUR?

DO YOU THINK WHAT I HAVE DONE IS RIGHT?

DO YOU THINK .......................................................?

~Think the wrong way, Live the wrong life, Throw yourself into endless pain~

TrUSt

HOW MUCH DO I HAVE IT?

TOO MUCH OR TOO LITTLE?

HOW DO I APPLY IT?

WHEN DO I TAKE IT OUT?

HAVE I USE IT UNECESSARY?

~~~SILENCE~~~

dEtErMiNaTiOn

WHY CANT I SEE IT?

WHY CANT I FEEL IT?

WHERE HAS IT GONE TO?

ALL THE FACTORS OF IT,

WHERE ARE YOU NOW?

When you're dodging, you're "afraid of getting hit".

When you're attacking, you're "afraid of hitting me".

When you're protecting someone, you're "afraid of them dying".

When you're dodging, think "i won't let you hit me".

When you're protecting someone, think "i won't let you die".

When you're attacking, think "i'm going to cut you into half".

Do you see my determination?

-Urahara

We must never shed tears.

That is the life form's defeat

and if we give in to the emotions

then it only becomes proof

of our inability to control it.

-Shinigami

WE COME TOGETHER,

LIKE DROPS OF WATER, LIKE ASTRAL BODIES.

WE OPPOSE EACH OTHER,

LIKE MAGNETS, LIKE COLOURS OF SKIN.

-BLEACH

OuiJa Board

im back from the korean movie... wah lao eh... no gd no gd... almost slept in the cinema... nv seen such a boring ghost story b4... lol... pls guys... dun waste money to watch this... terrible... nv ending story... wanna watch ghost story at least watch "art of the devil". it's much more better... thailand ghost story is always gd 1 sia... =X

Life is worth being alive today and survive tomorrow.

iNeViTabLe?

exams has started since monday... the paper for both monday and tuesday was quite ok... but today... i duno wat has happen to me... nv seems to do well for this subject... Fundamentals Of Pathology... WHY!? i've been studying more than i normally does... but today when i saw the paper... i was shocked... esp the first qns... it was like totally out of the notes or wat? i nv study b4? den i jus wrote wat i noe... writing sense or nonsense inside... i was stuck on many qns... skipping it after writing some lines for a few qns... den jump liao... i really dunno wat im doing for this paper... felt so lost... time passes so slowly... it's oni 10.11am and i had do until section B... i seems to do faster than anione beside me... but actually i had written less than 200 words in overall for the section A 12 qns... does keep trying and putting effort in really helps? it's like 2 ppl training to become the best billard player... both of them uses the same time... putting the same effort... wif the same coach... but there's surely one of them better than the other one... hmm... i wondering if someone understand wat the hell im toking abt... and another thing is tat i like to play games tat is simple... do stunts tat ppl dun appreciate... ok games... it's simple... everyone plays it... but the become the best player... u'll have to do some extra tat other duno abt the game... thou it's simple... u make it complex... eg. Tic Tac Toe... if 2 guys noe all the moves tat is necessary to stop each other... none of them could have win even 1 match... all will be draws and more draws... to make it complex... one of them tok to the other guy to distracts him, so tat at anitime he might make a mistake... this also can be used in a more creative way la... got one time, KJ saw the picture abt all the paper clips... he told me tat dunch it looks like a band? den i was surprised... some things it more look simple... but when it is made and look in a different way... it's Amazing! den again... there's still something hidden in everyone of us... TALENT... everyone is "skilled" in some form? haha

but in the end, i stil have to face another 2 exams despite of the "lost of the way to study"? hmm... hope tml i can do those qns ba... =)

BiRtHdAy/ ChiLdReN's DaY

• im very very very happy to noe my poly classmates...
• i really appretiate wat all of them had done although this wk was study wk.
• ever since sec sch, i was jus hoping somebody would say a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me...
• and i would be very happy le... nv really tot of having present or celebrating it.
• normally birthday would be an red egg and a bowl of hot mee sua cook by my mom...
• =) im contented jus wif tat...
• but this time round, haha will nv forget sia...
• hope i can do something in return? pay class funds? haha

欢喜悲伤是短暂的。能永远地留在心中，只有回忆。天下有无不散宴席，只希望留下好记忆。把痛苦给忘了吧。往前迈进，别回头看。朋友谢谢你们！

存在

你说着我听着

像海浪打着沙滩烧着

你的忧伤大于快乐

连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色

我听着你说着

像刀子划的 隐隐痛着

就因为爱没有规则

所以心痛了死了回不去了

但是我存在着 我一直存在着

和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着

爱会永远永远你说的

离开我的时候却没舍不得

我真的存在着我一直存在着

不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着

傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得

但我会笑着因为一切都值得

Reality

Met you by surprise,
I didn't realize
that my life would change forever
Saw you standing there,
I didn't know I cared
there was something special in the air
Dreams are my reality,
the only kind of real fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as if it's meant to be
Dreams are my reality,
a different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seems alright
Although it's only fantasy

If you do exist,
honey don't resist
show me a new way of loving
Tell me that it's true,
show me what to do
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality,
the only kind of reality
may be my foolishness has past
And may be now at last
I'll see how a real thing can be
Dreams are my reality,
a wonderous world where I like to be
I dream of holding you all night
and holding you seems right
perhaps that's my reality

Met you by surprise,
I didn't realize
that my life would change forever
Tell me that it's true,
feelings that are cue
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality,
a wonderous world where I like to be
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
although it's only fantasy
Dreams are my reality,
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night
and loving you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality

下沙

每个人都有无法忘记的人 思念会像细沙穿过你的灵魂

轻轻开了门 只有风雨声

我觉得爱情让人变得残忍 原本相爱的人变成心头的针

越是爱的真 越是伤的深

就像黑夜和白天 相隔一瞬间

明知道说再见 再见面也只有明天

天空啊下著沙 也在笑我太傻

你就别再追寻 看不清的脚印

天空啊下著沙 也在为我牵挂

把爱葬在沙里 还有你的消息

你走了 就走了 不要想起

风走了 沙走了 不要想起

Are We Still The Same Old Us??? 

笨小孩

哦～　寧靜的小村外　有一個笨小孩　出生在陸零年代

十來歲到城市　不怕那太陽曬　努力在柒零年代

發現呀城市裡　朋友們不用去灌溉　花自然會開

哦～　轉眼間那麼快　這一個笨小孩　又到了捌零年代

三十歲到頭來　不算好也不壞　經過了玖零年代

最無奈他自己　總是會慢人家一拍　沒有錢在那口袋

哎喲　往著胸口拍一拍呀　勇敢站起來　不用心情太壞

哎喲　向著天空拜一拜呀　別想不開　老天自有安排

哦～　他們說城市裡　男不壞女不愛　怎麼想也不明白

媽媽說真心愛　會愛得很精彩　結果我沒有女孩

笨小孩依然是堅強得像石頭一塊　只是晚上寂寞難耐

哎喲　往著胸口拍一拍呀　勇敢站起來　管它上天下海

哎喲　向著天空拜一拜呀　別想不開　老天自有安排

老天愛笨小孩

潇洒走一回

天地悠悠　过客匆匆　

潮起又潮落 恩恩怨怨　

生死白头　几人能看透

红尘啊滚滚　痴痴啊情深　聚散终有时

留一半清醒　留一半醉　至少梦里有你追随

我拿青春赌明天　你用真情换此生

岁月不知人间　多少的忧伤　何不潇洒走一回

StUnNed YeWmUn... HiS ExPrEsSioN DaMn GoOd!!! 

永远 永远

一直以为自己可以很坚强　

原来和你一样害怕着孤单

没有你的夜晚　星星和我一样彷徨　

挂在天上　忽明又忽暗

不知不觉窗外的天已变亮　

原来醒的时间越来越长

没有你的异乡　只有冷风陪我流浪　

我怕我的思念　游不过这片海洋

别对我说永远　永远　永远　

永远是太昂贵的誓言

我握不住也看不见　

最后随着浪涛消失不见

别对我说永远　永远　永远　

永远不是我要的明天

你爱过我就已足够　

就算到了最后爱已搁浅　

只求你留我在你心田