I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AFRAID...

ALWAYS BEEN PRETENDING TO FOLLOW YOU CLOSELY,

ALWAYS BEEN PRETENDING TO SHARPEN MY TEETH,

WHEN THE TRUTH IS, I AM

SCARED TO DEATH JUST TREADING ON YOUR SHADOW.

-RENJI

I RAN AWAY,

BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID TO FIGHT YOU.

I CAME BACK,

BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID TO FACE MY COWARDICE IN THE FUTURE.

I STABBED YOU,

BECAUSE I COULDN'T BEAR TO SEE YOU IN PAIN.

THE ONLY ONE I HAD SAVED, WAS MY

UGLY SELF.

-Kuchiki Rukia

Empty.Empty.Empty.Empty.Empty

Where are you.Where are you.Where are you

Are you there.Are you there.Are you there

Nothing.Nothing.Nothing.Nothing.Nothing

Me≠I.Me≠I.Me≠I.Me≠I.Me≠I

~where am i? who am i? there's so many me?~

DO YOU THINK SOME EVENTS SHOULDN'T HAVE OCCUR?

DO YOU THINK WHAT I HAVE DONE IS RIGHT?

DO YOU THINK .......................................................?

~Think the wrong way, Live the wrong life, Throw yourself into endless pain~

TrUSt

HOW MUCH DO I HAVE IT?

TOO MUCH OR TOO LITTLE?

HOW DO I APPLY IT?

WHEN DO I TAKE IT OUT?

HAVE I USE IT UNECESSARY?

~~~SILENCE~~~

dEtErMiNaTiOn

WHY CANT I SEE IT?

WHY CANT I FEEL IT?

WHERE HAS IT GONE TO?

ALL THE FACTORS OF IT,

WHERE ARE YOU NOW?

When you're dodging, you're "afraid of getting hit".

When you're attacking, you're "afraid of hitting me".

When you're protecting someone, you're "afraid of them dying".

When you're dodging, think "i won't let you hit me".

When you're protecting someone, think "i won't let you die".

When you're attacking, think "i'm going to cut you into half".

Do you see my determination?

-Urahara

We must never shed tears.

That is the life form's defeat

and if we give in to the emotions

then it only becomes proof

of our inability to control it.

-Shinigami

WE COME TOGETHER,

LIKE DROPS OF WATER, LIKE ASTRAL BODIES.

WE OPPOSE EACH OTHER,

LIKE MAGNETS, LIKE COLOURS OF SKIN.

-BLEACH

OuiJa Board

im back from the korean movie... wah lao eh... no gd no gd... almost slept in the cinema... nv seen such a boring ghost story b4... lol... pls guys... dun waste money to watch this... terrible... nv ending story... wanna watch ghost story at least watch "art of the devil". it's much more better... thailand ghost story is always gd 1 sia... =X

Life is worth being alive today and survive tomorrow.

iNeViTabLe?

exams has started since monday... the paper for both monday and tuesday was quite ok... but today... i duno wat has happen to me... nv seems to do well for this subject... Fundamentals Of Pathology... WHY!? i've been studying more than i normally does... but today when i saw the paper... i was shocked... esp the first qns... it was like totally out of the notes or wat? i nv study b4? den i jus wrote wat i noe... writing sense or nonsense inside... i was stuck on many qns... skipping it after writing some lines for a few qns... den jump liao... i really dunno wat im doing for this paper... felt so lost... time passes so slowly... it's oni 10.11am and i had do until section B... i seems to do faster than anione beside me... but actually i had written less than 200 words in overall for the section A 12 qns... does keep trying and putting effort in really helps? it's like 2 ppl training to become the best billard player... both of them uses the same time... putting the same effort... wif the same coach... but there's surely one of them better than the other one... hmm... i wondering if someone understand wat the hell im toking abt... and another thing is tat i like to play games tat is simple... do stunts tat ppl dun appreciate... ok games... it's simple... everyone plays it... but the become the best player... u'll have to do some extra tat other duno abt the game... thou it's simple... u make it complex... eg. Tic Tac Toe... if 2 guys noe all the moves tat is necessary to stop each other... none of them could have win even 1 match... all will be draws and more draws... to make it complex... one of them tok to the other guy to distracts him, so tat at anitime he might make a mistake... this also can be used in a more creative way la... got one time, KJ saw the picture abt all the paper clips... he told me tat dunch it looks like a band? den i was surprised... some things it more look simple... but when it is made and look in a different way... it's Amazing! den again... there's still something hidden in everyone of us... TALENT... everyone is "skilled" in some form? haha

but in the end, i stil have to face another 2 exams despite of the "lost of the way to study"? hmm... hope tml i can do those qns ba... =)

BiRtHdAy/ ChiLdReN's DaY

• im very very very happy to noe my poly classmates...
• i really appretiate wat all of them had done although this wk was study wk.
• ever since sec sch, i was jus hoping somebody would say a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me...
• and i would be very happy le... nv really tot of having present or celebrating it.
• normally birthday would be an red egg and a bowl of hot mee sua cook by my mom...
• =) im contented jus wif tat...
• but this time round, haha will nv forget sia...
• hope i can do something in return? pay class funds? haha

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