一直以为自己可以很坚强
原来和你一样害怕着孤单
没有你的夜晚 星星和我一样彷徨
挂在天上 忽明又忽暗
不知不觉窗外的天已变亮
原来醒的时间越来越长
没有你的异乡 只有冷风陪我流浪
我怕我的思念 游不过这片海洋
别对我说永远 永远 永远
永远是太昂贵的誓言
我握不住也看不见
最后随着浪涛消失不见
别对我说永远 永远 永远
永远不是我要的明天
你爱过我就已足够
就算到了最后爱已搁浅
只求你留我在你心田
Thursday, September 02, 2004
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
我的未來不是夢
你是不是像我在太陽下低頭
流著汗水默默辛苦的工作
你是不是像我就算受了冷漠
也不放棄自己想要的生活
＊你是不是像我整天忙著追求
追求一種你想不到的溫柔
你是不是像我曾經茫然失措
一次一次徘徊在十字街頭
因為我不在乎別人怎麼說
我從來沒有忘記我
對自己的承諾
對愛的執著
我知道 我的未來不是夢
我認真的過每一分鐘
我的未來不是夢
我的心跟著希望在動
我的未來不是夢
我認真的過每一分鐘
我的未來不是夢
我的心跟著希望在動
跟著希望在動
Sunday, August 29, 2004
订做一个天堂
小鸟在蓝天自由地飞翔，
鱼儿在大海自在地徜徉，
在你的心中是否有天堂，
能不能告诉我它的模样。
这世界总有太多的挑战，
哪里才是让我避风的港湾。
用我的爱来订做一个天堂，
用我的心来打造一个理想，
有你的梦和我所有的希望，
那就是我的天堂我的家。
美丽的花朵尽情的绽放，
悠扬的歌声在耳边回荡，
在我的心中有一个天堂，
等着你等着我，一起分享。
人生啊，偶尔也会有迷茫，
哪里才是我停靠的地方。
用我的爱来订做一个天堂，
用我的心来打造一个理想。
有你的梦和我所有的希望，
那就是我的天堂我的家！
Sunday, August 15, 2004
EhH...
helox... long time no type le... haha... eh... eh...
hehe... btw signed up for old man's exercises... haha... guess wat isit? keke... tml starting the course le... mus work harder liao... but everything i wan to work harder... i slack even more... jialat sia... wat happen sia? i think should get khin mar mar as my private FPATH tutor le... until now i still dun understand a shit sentences from the first chapter... although it's not tested in the term test...
eh...
still got wat ar? oh ya... gospel of john dvd come out le... windstruck vcd come out le... the village vcd... sry haven come out... it's still on movie...
-.- haha eh... today like damn boring but very enriching... hmm... sounds contradicting.. hehe..
becus ar... i did alot of thing lor... i mean sch stuff... keke... did some jap revision, bchem( not much la), eh... and some hpi prac.... yup yup...
kana some technical computer problems jus now... got outgoing connection... but dun have incoming 1... so special hor? nv encounter this kind b4... haha... keep trying and trying... but couldn't go thru... hmm... haha.... den plug out the whole cpu and go my sis room's monitor try out... den ok liao sia... trickery... nabei computer...
aiya... sianz... i not sure whether tuesday or thursday got jap vocab test... and how come i always many things also duno 1 ar? hmm... unlike last time leh... i noe alot of thing... keke... erm... maybe seems to noe alot ba... but actually i noe shit... lolx
and how come hor... when i grow older, i more dun like to study... how come ar? *yawn* sry... tired la.. but i din do anithing vigorous today leh... aiyo... i think so little(erm)...
lalala... abit gone case le... been going to hougang too much... ops =X haha
eh... sianz la sianz la... can anione tell me how to improve my interest in studies? pls... tell me... i really appretiated it... *yawn*
hehe... btw signed up for old man's exercises... haha... guess wat isit? keke... tml starting the course le... mus work harder liao... but everything i wan to work harder... i slack even more... jialat sia... wat happen sia? i think should get khin mar mar as my private FPATH tutor le... until now i still dun understand a shit sentences from the first chapter... although it's not tested in the term test...
eh...
still got wat ar? oh ya... gospel of john dvd come out le... windstruck vcd come out le... the village vcd... sry haven come out... it's still on movie...
-.- haha eh... today like damn boring but very enriching... hmm... sounds contradicting.. hehe..
becus ar... i did alot of thing lor... i mean sch stuff... keke... did some jap revision, bchem( not much la), eh... and some hpi prac.... yup yup...
kana some technical computer problems jus now... got outgoing connection... but dun have incoming 1... so special hor? nv encounter this kind b4... haha... keep trying and trying... but couldn't go thru... hmm... haha.... den plug out the whole cpu and go my sis room's monitor try out... den ok liao sia... trickery... nabei computer...
aiya... sianz... i not sure whether tuesday or thursday got jap vocab test... and how come i always many things also duno 1 ar? hmm... unlike last time leh... i noe alot of thing... keke... erm... maybe seems to noe alot ba... but actually i noe shit... lolx
and how come hor... when i grow older, i more dun like to study... how come ar? *yawn* sry... tired la.. but i din do anithing vigorous today leh... aiyo... i think so little(erm)...
lalala... abit gone case le... been going to hougang too much... ops =X haha
eh... sianz la sianz la... can anione tell me how to improve my interest in studies? pls... tell me... i really appretiated it... *yawn*
Monday, August 02, 2004
Sunday, August 01, 2004
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Last Class Standing!
haha... jus read wat eelin wrote... do u guys noe wat we're the last AB class that most of us still sits together? do u guys noe tat we're also the last AB class tat went out to eat together most often?
lol... y am i toking abt this? y eelin feel tat ppl are losing touch one by one? wat i can say is 1 word now to make everyone safe... tat's TRUST... and to rebut myself... so wat if we're the last AB class tat sits together in LT and went out to eat together? like tat means tat we're close? bullshit la... everything will has its end... jus let go it when the time comes... to be persistent in wat u shouldn't be, it's torture... still the same old phrase i wanted to say... DON't WORRY, BE HAPPY...
aniway... nxt sem we all having APEL 2... hope tat can bring us closer... this sem... CHIONG AR... kill those subjects... dun let the subjects kill u... adopted by yew mun...
ChEeRx =) GaNbaTtE
lol... y am i toking abt this? y eelin feel tat ppl are losing touch one by one? wat i can say is 1 word now to make everyone safe... tat's TRUST... and to rebut myself... so wat if we're the last AB class tat sits together in LT and went out to eat together? like tat means tat we're close? bullshit la... everything will has its end... jus let go it when the time comes... to be persistent in wat u shouldn't be, it's torture... still the same old phrase i wanted to say... DON't WORRY, BE HAPPY...
aniway... nxt sem we all having APEL 2... hope tat can bring us closer... this sem... CHIONG AR... kill those subjects... dun let the subjects kill u... adopted by yew mun...
ChEeRx =) GaNbaTtE
Sunday, July 25, 2004
Thursday, July 22, 2004
CheSt pAiN
i felt a new kind of chest pain jus now... it's very different from wat had last time... not becos of bgr thingy animore... but this time... i feel tat i becoming more like someone who's getting attention by doing stupig stuff... making noise, all kinds of lame and cold stuff... by all these unwanted thing, i getting useless in my studies... got single digit again for quizes... is this the best i can do? did i "study"? in the sense tat i concentrate... DID I?!?! recently, i dun dare to compare myself wif kevin john, yew mun and kevin animore... i wan to get better wif myself... thinking of how to improve w/o competing wif others... but it..... it.... doesn't work at all... nobody is going to pity me... i've chosen some tough path of the future... future shrouded... cant focus on the present now... am i in the right way of changing my present? it's SO hard... although i've been very lame lately, have i truely make ppl laughing from their hearts? or hav i jus irritated them? tat's wat i been afraid of... y cant i jus read ppl's mind? to noe wat they're thinking and making them happy... y cant?
sry ym... i din join DRP... there are 4 types of ppl.. ppl wif high IQ, successful in life and work... ppl wif low IQ, successful in life and work... ppl wif high IQ, unsuccessful... i guess im the last 1 ... ppl wif low IQ, unsuccessful in everything... but on the other hand... y should i be such a pessismistic person? after i tried to be laming ard since the start of the sem till now... i've been making enemies ard too... alot of ppl is irritated esp those in TB02... even my jap class, i started to have some "popularity"... partially becus of my name "PIN PIN"... haiz... commotion<--- duno isit spelled this way... is made b4 HPI quiz, asking whether ting ting is my sis... hahaha... i guess im tot by ppl when unimportant matters arise... many times ignored by ppl during lab... felt so lonely... wanted to clarify doubts wif the grp, but instead neither of them replied my questions... im being cast away... im losing my reality soon... living in fear, w/o aknowlegment from others... y do i still cant see wat im truely gd in? i used the methods of asking others wat my gd pts are... they nid to think quite a long period... there's doubt to wat they think my attributes are? some tot of saying tat my smiles? always smiling... =) hope so ba... everything will get tired of someday...
everything jus goes wrong la... nth is right... home... sch... my studies all going to flunk le... still thinking of joining wat JAP cultural grp... cant even cope wif those quizes le...
hehe... it's ok... i need to get back to reality again... haha... abit too emotional le... =D Gd NiTez
sry ym... i din join DRP... there are 4 types of ppl.. ppl wif high IQ, successful in life and work... ppl wif low IQ, successful in life and work... ppl wif high IQ, unsuccessful... i guess im the last 1 ... ppl wif low IQ, unsuccessful in everything... but on the other hand... y should i be such a pessismistic person? after i tried to be laming ard since the start of the sem till now... i've been making enemies ard too... alot of ppl is irritated esp those in TB02... even my jap class, i started to have some "popularity"... partially becus of my name "PIN PIN"... haiz... commotion<--- duno isit spelled this way... is made b4 HPI quiz, asking whether ting ting is my sis... hahaha... i guess im tot by ppl when unimportant matters arise... many times ignored by ppl during lab... felt so lonely... wanted to clarify doubts wif the grp, but instead neither of them replied my questions... im being cast away... im losing my reality soon... living in fear, w/o aknowlegment from others... y do i still cant see wat im truely gd in? i used the methods of asking others wat my gd pts are... they nid to think quite a long period... there's doubt to wat they think my attributes are? some tot of saying tat my smiles? always smiling... =) hope so ba... everything will get tired of someday...
everything jus goes wrong la... nth is right... home... sch... my studies all going to flunk le... still thinking of joining wat JAP cultural grp... cant even cope wif those quizes le...
hehe... it's ok... i need to get back to reality again... haha... abit too emotional le... =D Gd NiTez
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
BaD StArt
for this sem, many ppl din get a good start... many had failed their AIMM quiz... one of them is me! haha... as expected 1 lor... EELIN! i no more ice-cream to eat liao... kao! failed also no ice cream... u should noe how much i got le ba? this sem really jialat... got 7 subjects... 6 core subjects sia... if fail one of them, CHOY!
hmm... this sem cant slack a little... eh... i mean can slack little la... such as play 1hr GunBound? hahaha... but of cos nid to study la... play first den study or study den play? to me both also can la... but i prefer study den play... if i start to play, i'll not stop... i always find myself online most of the time... the rest of the ppl either not online or appear offline... u should noe who u are! MuAhAHha...
ok 11pm liao... nid to slp early and get enough rest... flu liao... i everyday flu, but the real flu is when my hankerchief gets WET throughly! *YuckS* 2 days le... hope tml will be fine... MiNg TiAn HuI GeN HaO... JiAyoU!
hmm... this sem cant slack a little... eh... i mean can slack little la... such as play 1hr GunBound? hahaha... but of cos nid to study la... play first den study or study den play? to me both also can la... but i prefer study den play... if i start to play, i'll not stop... i always find myself online most of the time... the rest of the ppl either not online or appear offline... u should noe who u are! MuAhAHha...
ok 11pm liao... nid to slp early and get enough rest... flu liao... i everyday flu, but the real flu is when my hankerchief gets WET throughly! *YuckS* 2 days le... hope tml will be fine... MiNg TiAn HuI GeN HaO... JiAyoU!
Sunday, July 11, 2004
Thursday, July 08, 2004
GoinG NuTz
OMG! wat the hell im doing at this time? it's 1.30am le... i should be slping now and yet i feel so tired but AWAKE!!! Y?!? haiz...
jus now at the astroturf, the gals told me tat AIMM prac 1 nid to hand up by nxt wk... but i keep arguing wif them tat the prac nid to hand up by this wk... becus the teacher say nid to hand up on the nxt wk... and i keep thinking tat AIMM practical session is on the last friday... and actually is on monday... -.-||| hmm... starting to get worries abt my studies le... slack too much during last yr... tat's y until now still haven gotten a distinction yet... jialat... i mus get at least 1!!! my target!!!
and for game, haha JH starting to play GB too... wahaha... he's not bad as a noob sia... aim quite well... keep it up JH... currently training on my boomer... but still not as gd as my shi fu... Tan Wei Ling... haha... nid to train more...
and as for anime, almost everyday i at least got watch 1 peice of cd of naruto... haha... very interesting indeed... toks alot abt NINJA and COURAGE... haha quite alot of anime toks abt courage sia... all the 4 seasons of digimon also toks abt courage... hmm... courage is really important in life... =)
almost 2am le... gtg le... otherwise really die from lack of slp...
jus now at the astroturf, the gals told me tat AIMM prac 1 nid to hand up by nxt wk... but i keep arguing wif them tat the prac nid to hand up by this wk... becus the teacher say nid to hand up on the nxt wk... and i keep thinking tat AIMM practical session is on the last friday... and actually is on monday... -.-||| hmm... starting to get worries abt my studies le... slack too much during last yr... tat's y until now still haven gotten a distinction yet... jialat... i mus get at least 1!!! my target!!!
and for game, haha JH starting to play GB too... wahaha... he's not bad as a noob sia... aim quite well... keep it up JH... currently training on my boomer... but still not as gd as my shi fu... Tan Wei Ling... haha... nid to train more...
and as for anime, almost everyday i at least got watch 1 peice of cd of naruto... haha... very interesting indeed... toks alot abt NINJA and COURAGE... haha quite alot of anime toks abt courage sia... all the 4 seasons of digimon also toks abt courage... hmm... courage is really important in life... =)
almost 2am le... gtg le... otherwise really die from lack of slp...
Sunday, July 04, 2004
Thursday, July 01, 2004
The Midnight Devil Chase
Oh No!@@!! still got 6 mins b4 midnight... i gonna be quick now... left 5!!! okok... i was somehow linking my 3 different blog as 1... using the midnight devil thingy... b4 12am... alot of things happen after 12am... haha... watched the shrek... tat's y toking so much crap... keke... haiz... chio bu really nan ci hou...
aniway... i still haven do my project lor... waiting for the midnight devil to possess me first... den chiong ar! haha... wait long long la!
No!!! the symptoms are getting stronger... left 2 mins le... jialat... wat to do? y i have this psychological problem(mental problem) ... im siao gina!... ok... in sch... ppl plz take care of urself... so there is a noondevil... which is also 12... but it's 12pm... 11:59pm le... i bette get going...
CiAo ByE... ItTeKimasu
aniway... i still haven do my project lor... waiting for the midnight devil to possess me first... den chiong ar! haha... wait long long la!
No!!! the symptoms are getting stronger... left 2 mins le... jialat... wat to do? y i have this psychological problem(mental problem) ... im siao gina!... ok... in sch... ppl plz take care of urself... so there is a noondevil... which is also 12... but it's 12pm... 11:59pm le... i bette get going...
CiAo ByE... ItTeKimasu
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