Holding on to something, hoping that it will change the situation someday. This may seems like determination. Do you really feel happy deep down after years of rejection?
Letting go can lead to inner happiness.
Set yourself free, open up your mind.
人之初，性本善。性相近，习相远。苟不教，性乃迁。教之道，贵以专。昔孟母，择邻处。子不学，断机杼。窦燕山，有义方。教五子，名俱扬。养不教，父之过。教不严，师之惰。子不学，非所宜。幼不学，老何为。玉不琢，不成器。人不学，不知义。为人子，方少时。亲师友，习礼仪。香九龄，能温席。孝于亲，所当执。融四岁，能让梨。弟于长，宜先知。 It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop.
Monday, March 26, 2012
Monday, February 20, 2012
Some Realisations and Thoughts
Having mixed feelings and thoughts in my mind right before I am going to sleep. I can't fall asleep anyway.
1) Been playing dota almost every night, I realised I sucked at the game still and should not continue to play anymore. Things have not progress at all. I have not achieved anything from playing besides getting my online game mates' ass kicked by opponents.
2) I feel like I have neglected my Dad too much. It has been quite long since 3 of us going out together for a meal. Probably it's time management fault or it must be too much gaming! LOL. However, I'm quite glad that I feel Sis is at least happier in this company than the previous job. Probably, I should be visiting grandparents more often than lurking online accomplishing nothing much, not effective at all.
3) Happy to hear that I've made some differences in 2 people's life. They told me personally about it. I felt quite nice when I heard it. Somehow, in the recent years, I seems to lost track of what I should be heading to. Too much distractions, too little discipline. All I have to blame is myself for not being strict with myself to make a difference in my life, so that I'm able to change someone else's life.
4) How to really balance between work and personal life? I guess I have to take this step by step and figure it out day by day.
5) If there are books selling outside telling people how to get rich and secrets to get rich through whatever means (i.e stocks or scams), why are there still poor people around? Are poor people stupider than rich people? If you are the smart but poor guy, how do you going to get richer than the rich and smart guy? I guess not all people in the society can get rich. Btw, if I buy those books on how to get rich, the authors will get even richer right? Hmm...
1) Been playing dota almost every night, I realised I sucked at the game still and should not continue to play anymore. Things have not progress at all. I have not achieved anything from playing besides getting my online game mates' ass kicked by opponents.
2) I feel like I have neglected my Dad too much. It has been quite long since 3 of us going out together for a meal. Probably it's time management fault or it must be too much gaming! LOL. However, I'm quite glad that I feel Sis is at least happier in this company than the previous job. Probably, I should be visiting grandparents more often than lurking online accomplishing nothing much, not effective at all.
3) Happy to hear that I've made some differences in 2 people's life. They told me personally about it. I felt quite nice when I heard it. Somehow, in the recent years, I seems to lost track of what I should be heading to. Too much distractions, too little discipline. All I have to blame is myself for not being strict with myself to make a difference in my life, so that I'm able to change someone else's life.
4) How to really balance between work and personal life? I guess I have to take this step by step and figure it out day by day.
5) If there are books selling outside telling people how to get rich and secrets to get rich through whatever means (i.e stocks or scams), why are there still poor people around? Are poor people stupider than rich people? If you are the smart but poor guy, how do you going to get richer than the rich and smart guy? I guess not all people in the society can get rich. Btw, if I buy those books on how to get rich, the authors will get even richer right? Hmm...
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
西游记
唐:
心无挂碍
无挂碍，无有恐惧，远离颠倒梦想。
就是说
人
不是只要能扫除心上的污垢，洗净耳边泥尘就没事
苦难还是难免会碰上的
一旦碰上 若生恐惧
就没有智慧去面对了
沙:
碰上事情，要是不怕
就能想得出办法解决
那事情就变得不可怕了
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Angel and Demon
To know what's good, you'll have to know what's bad.
Life is nothing to mention if there is without the fight for survival irregardless of good or bad.
Tuesday, April 05, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Thursday, January 13, 2011
2011!
it's the second week of 2011!
Last year pass real fast. i almost going to grad soon.
After tat, it will be a long journey towards a healthy, motivating and meaningful life.
P.S: 50 more weeks to end 2011. LOL
Monday, December 27, 2010
Wisdom Tooth
=( I lost my tooth somewhere after plucking it out.
Maybe I lost it when I took out my handphone or tissue paper from my pocket. =( sad~~
Maybe I lost it when I took out my handphone or tissue paper from my pocket. =( sad~~
Sunday, December 26, 2010
True Blue Singaporean
Think back for some events happening from a few months ago.
I've been complaining about some issues and even sent some emails to complain.
Issues like poor timekeeping at the badminton court by the facilities, complaining about season parking offence when I know it's my fault to begin with, benefits changes (from all time belts to only Mon to Fri before 6pm<--WTF? like this who want to be a member?) by Orchid Bowl when the it was stated during application of membership.
Why Singaporeans like to complain? Not becos we're not happy with the things that we have. It's becos we know what's beneficial and what's not. =)
Monday, December 06, 2010
42.195!
I completed 42.195!
It's unimaginablely madness to complete it.
Managed to complete 21km without much difficulties.
Then, the knee joint starts to hurt a little.
At 30km, I was already in great pain especially on the left heel.
Last 5-7km, I was limping all the way near the finishing line.
Lastly, I used up my last bit of energy to run 50m with my painful heels.
This is going to be my last full marathon!!
It's unimaginablely madness to complete it.
Managed to complete 21km without much difficulties.
Then, the knee joint starts to hurt a little.
At 30km, I was already in great pain especially on the left heel.
Last 5-7km, I was limping all the way near the finishing line.
Lastly, I used up my last bit of energy to run 50m with my painful heels.
This is going to be my last full marathon!!
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
5th Dec 42.195km
Hmm... wondering whether really i can finish the run without much difficulties.
Going to try 7+km route this sat. Hopefully i will run finish without stopping at all.
Wish myself good luck! =)
Going to try 7+km route this sat. Hopefully i will run finish without stopping at all.
Wish myself good luck! =)
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Dieting
Managed to slim down a kg.
But when the rain comes, the hunger took over me totally.
I eat and eat. And gain back the kg or probably more!
=(
Not sure whether it's the rain or it's the normal body reaction to gain back what has been lost. Probably it's due to the low P-ratio (Fasting Urinary Nitrogen Loss/Basic Metabolism Rate).
The hard issue is HOW to maintain at the weight that you want without compromising too much on the consumption of food.
But when the rain comes, the hunger took over me totally.
I eat and eat. And gain back the kg or probably more!
=(
Not sure whether it's the rain or it's the normal body reaction to gain back what has been lost. Probably it's due to the low P-ratio (Fasting Urinary Nitrogen Loss/Basic Metabolism Rate).
The hard issue is HOW to maintain at the weight that you want without compromising too much on the consumption of food.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Time;Same
Time pass slow when things are getting difficult.
The same period of time pass speedily when deadlines are near.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Love Story - Taylor Swift (dedicated for dar!)
We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes, and the flashback starts,
I'm standing there,
On the balcony in summer air.
I see the lights, see the party, the ballgowns.
See you make your way through the crowd,
And say, "Hello",
Little did I know,
That you were Romeo,
You were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
Begging you, "Please don't go".
And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting, all that's left to do is run.
You be the prince, and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say, 'yes'."
So I sneak out to the garden to see you,
We keep quiet, 'cause we're dead if he knew,
So close your eyes,
Escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo,
I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
But you were everything to me,
Begging you, "Please don't go".
And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting, all that's left to do is run.
You be the prince, and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say, 'yes'."
"Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it of this mess,
It's a love story, baby, just say, 'yes'."
Well, I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading,
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said,
"Romeo, save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you, but you never come.
Is this in my head,
I don't know what to think,"
You knelt to the ground,
And pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress,
It's a love story, baby just say yes."
I close my eyes, and the flashback starts,
I'm standing there,
On the balcony in summer air.
I see the lights, see the party, the ballgowns.
See you make your way through the crowd,
And say, "Hello",
Little did I know,
That you were Romeo,
You were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
Begging you, "Please don't go".
And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting, all that's left to do is run.
You be the prince, and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say, 'yes'."
So I sneak out to the garden to see you,
We keep quiet, 'cause we're dead if he knew,
So close your eyes,
Escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo,
I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
But you were everything to me,
Begging you, "Please don't go".
And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting, all that's left to do is run.
You be the prince, and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say, 'yes'."
"Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it of this mess,
It's a love story, baby, just say, 'yes'."
Well, I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading,
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said,
"Romeo, save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you, but you never come.
Is this in my head,
I don't know what to think,"
You knelt to the ground,
And pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress,
It's a love story, baby just say yes."
We were both young when I first saw you...
Monday, June 07, 2010
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
Reversion
Stress ar~~~
i dun really want to revert back to the old self.
but my mind keep thinking backwards.
How to do a cross disciplinary job well?!!!
i dun really want to revert back to the old self.
but my mind keep thinking backwards.
How to do a cross disciplinary job well?!!!
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
Friday, March 19, 2010
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