Saturday, April 30, 2005

对面的女孩看过来

对面的女孩看过来 看过来 看过来
这里的表演很精采 请你不要假装不理不采
对面的女孩看过来 看过来 看过来
不要被我的样子吓坏 其实我很可爱
寂寞男孩的悲哀 说出来 谁明白
求求你抛个媚眼过来 哄哄我 逗我乐开怀

我左看右看上看下看 原来每个女孩都不简单
我想了又想 猜了又猜 女孩们的心事 真奇怪
寂寞男孩的苍蝇拍 左拍拍 右拍拍
为什么还是没人来爱 无人问津 真无奈
对面的女孩看过来 看过来 看过来
寂寞男孩情窦初开 需要你给我一点爱

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is alchemy's first law of Equivalent Exchange. In those days, we really believed that to be the world's one, and only, truth.
- Alphonse Elric, Fullmetal Alchemist intro.

Saturday, March 19, 2005

HaPpY AnD SAd
HoPe AnD DisApOiNtMenT
LoVe AnD HaTe
WaT wOuLd U ChOoSe?

Sunday, March 06, 2005


I am nerdier than 58% of all people. Are you nerdier? Click here to find out!

Friday, March 04, 2005

信就行
不信就不行
- 马大龙

Monday, February 28, 2005

同样的瓶子,为什么要装毒药呢?
同样的心理,为什么要充满着烦恼呢?

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Has these ended? or jus a beginning?
I pondering, questioning myself
observing others, looking for a change
has he really changed in one day?
saw his sick and weary face, makes me worry
when will them becomes friends rather than foes?
i wondering and thinking of this thing called LOVE when it becomes HATE.

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

哑巴吃黄连,有苦说不出。

Thursday, February 17, 2005

The Truth

No trust
No brain
No feelings
Not sensitive
Money minded
Big spender
Hao lian
Not capable of learning
Best at sleeping
Not serious when it should be
Quiet when time to speak
Cant imagine can find all these in one person!

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Eminem - Mockingbird

Yeah

I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right
now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never
had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, aint he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what
destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night
crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broke into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in
a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole
it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr.
Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like
it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're
sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

[Chorus]

And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't f**k with dad

Monday, January 31, 2005

爱 + 爱=两份的爱
爱–爱=无私的爱
爱 x 爱=无限的爱
爱÷爱=唯一的爱

Sunday, January 30, 2005

Eating Shit is Easier Than Studying.
-My Friend, Lim Wei

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

How I wish Chinese New Year could never come.
And I could never be 18 forever.
I vow not to speak of vulgarities!
I vow to refrain myself from hurting others.
I vow to live strongly than before, live to the fullest with plans ahead.
How I wish I'm back to Kindergarten.
To feel the breeze on a bike.
To taste XiShan Pri Sch's food.
To race against my cousins and sis to the kopitiam.
How I wished!

Friday, January 07, 2005

Agreement-Kitaro

Watching the world
From our window of life
Can we see all there is
That is real
That is right
To the distance so far
From our true understanding
Making us want more
Making us see less
The fire within your eyes
This mystic time
I've known before
Once before
The flame within my heart
Agreements made
Are now realized
Like before
Agreements of Trust
Agreements of Faith
Agreements of Truth
Agreements of Liberty

Saturday, December 25, 2004

有时没想到,比想到了却一点行动也不敢做, 还来得幸福快乐。
简单还存在吗?

Thursday, December 23, 2004

将军

时间的箭头都指向你铩羽而归的地方 你会前进 但终究还是要习惯投降想当然耳 第六步是你最大的致命伤 我按兵不动 出于习惯凡事沉默的酝酿当头炮 纯粹出于我礼貌的开场 屏风马神华内敛才能以柔克刚第二十六着炮五进四 只是在试探性衡量 三十三招车二平七的出手你恐怕就暗箭难防 这一场不流血的仗只有自尊会受伤成王败寇的规则跟现实没啥两样提着乌龙的老头站在一旁拍我肩膀我猜他想的应该和我一样 看我 我手指放松 我目光如龙 当敌人是空我战法无穷 我攻势如风 用单车入宫 碾过你懊丧的脸孔 看我我手指放松我目光如龙 当敌人是空 我左右开弓 我气势如虹 将跑马尽用兵临城下想逃都没用 我对着潮汐推敲什么是 以静制动山林间迷雾能不能当障眼法的内容月转星移的轨迹跟临军布阵相同风林火山是不是用兵之重 到最后必然是我运筹帷幄你最后放弃抵抗 我仰望着夕阳你低头黯然离场听我说胜败是兵家之常 你不用放在心上 是因为我只适合无双 看我我手指放松我目光如龙 当敌人是空 我战法无穷 我攻势如风 用单车入宫碾过你懊丧的脸孔 看我 我手指放松 我目光如龙 当敌人是空 我左右开弓我气势如虹 将跑马尽用 兵临城下想逃都没用(阳光从树叶细缝露出了笑容温暖了我的美梦 只有笼里的画眉羡慕着天空 却从来没有人懂)

Monday, December 13, 2004

外婆

今天是外婆生日,我换上复古西装,载着外婆开着拉风的古董车兜兜兜风,车里放着她的最爱,找回属于是她的时代,往大稻埋码头开去把所有和外公的往事静静回忆,外婆她脸上的涟漪,美丽但藏不住压抑,推动了爱情只盼望亲情,弥补回应,大人们以为出门之前桌上放六百就算是孝敬,一天到晚拼了命,赚钱少了关怀有什么意义,外婆她的期待,慢慢变成无奈,大人们始终不明白,她要的是陪伴,而不是六百块,比你给的还简单,外婆的无奈,无法变成期待,只有爱才能够明白,走在淡水河衅,听着她的最爱,把温暖放回口袋,记得去年外婆的生日,表哥带我和外婆参加,她最最重视的颁奖典礼,结果却拿不到半个奖,不知该笑不笑,我对着镜头傻笑,只觉得自己可笑,我难过,却不是因为没有得奖而难过,我失落,是因为看到外婆失落而失落,大人们根本不能体会,表哥他的用心,好像随他们高兴就可以彻底的否定,否定我的作品,决定在于心情,想坚持风格他们他们就觉得很欢乐,没惊喜没有改变,我已经听了三年,我告诉外婆,我没输,不需要改变,表哥说不要觉得可惜,这只是一场游戏,只要外婆觉得好听,那才是一种鼓励,外婆露出了笑容说她以我为荣,浅浅的笑容,就让我感到比得奖它还要光荣.

Sunday, November 28, 2004

命运让人生没了选择
唯一能选择的是
跟命运抗争

Monday, November 15, 2004

MYSELF!

Friday, October 29, 2004

I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AFRAID...
ALWAYS BEEN PRETENDING TO FOLLOW YOU CLOSELY,
ALWAYS BEEN PRETENDING TO SHARPEN MY TEETH,
WHEN THE TRUTH IS, I AM
SCARED TO DEATH JUST TREADING ON YOUR SHADOW.
-RENJI