Having mixed feelings and thoughts in my mind right before I am going to sleep. I can't fall asleep anyway.
1) Been playing dota almost every night, I realised I sucked at the game still and should not continue to play anymore. Things have not progress at all. I have not achieved anything from playing besides getting my online game mates' ass kicked by opponents.
2) I feel like I have neglected my Dad too much. It has been quite long since 3 of us going out together for a meal. Probably it's time management fault or it must be too much gaming! LOL. However, I'm quite glad that I feel Sis is at least happier in this company than the previous job. Probably, I should be visiting grandparents more often than lurking online accomplishing nothing much, not effective at all.
3) Happy to hear that I've made some differences in 2 people's life. They told me personally about it. I felt quite nice when I heard it. Somehow, in the recent years, I seems to lost track of what I should be heading to. Too much distractions, too little discipline. All I have to blame is myself for not being strict with myself to make a difference in my life, so that I'm able to change someone else's life.
4) How to really balance between work and personal life? I guess I have to take this step by step and figure it out day by day.
5) If there are books selling outside telling people how to get rich and secrets to get rich through whatever means (i.e stocks or scams), why are there still poor people around? Are poor people stupider than rich people? If you are the smart but poor guy, how do you going to get richer than the rich and smart guy? I guess not all people in the society can get rich. Btw, if I buy those books on how to get rich, the authors will get even richer right? Hmm...